How's life? Tell
me how's your family?
I haven't seen
them in a while.
You've been
good, busier than ever,
We small talk,
work and the weather,
Your guard is up
and I know why.
'cause the last time you saw me
'cause the last time you saw me
Is still burned
in the back of your mind
You gave me
roses and I left them there to die.
So this is me swallowing my pride
So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in
front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night",
And I go back to
December all the time.
It turns out
freedom ain't nothing but missing you.
Wishing that I
realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to
December, turn around and make it all right
I go back to
December all the time.
These days I haven't been sleeping
These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up
playing back myself leavin'
When your
birthday passed and I didn't call.
And I think
about summer, all the beautiful times,
I watched you
laughing from the passenger side.
Realized that I
loved you in the fall
Then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
Then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all
your love and all I gave you was "Goodbye"
So this is me swallowing my pride
So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in
front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night".
And I go back to
December all the time.
It turns out
freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing that I
realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to
December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to
December all the time.
I miss your tanned skin, your sweet smile,
I miss your tanned skin, your sweet smile,
so good to me,so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time
you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking,
Maybe this is wishful thinking,
Probably
mindless dreaming,
If we loved
again I swear I'd love you right...
I'd go back in time and change it but I can't.
I'd go back in time and change it but I can't.
So if the chain
is on your door I understand.
But this is me swallowing my pride
But this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in
front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night"
And I go back to
December...
It turns out
freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing that I'd
realize what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to
December, turn around and make it all right
.I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I'd go back to December all the time.
I'd go back to December all the time.
All the time